waltzonVenus

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I'm a liar and a coward For looking you in the eye And still pretending I don't care I never told anyone... ...not even you This was mine and mine alone Nothing I could share. But the time has come For me to break free I'll tear down foundations laid And the jagged edges of hurt will fade This knife I've held to my throat will be taken away I've forsaken all I've hoped for And you'll never know how dear you were I'll grieve for you in secret, but we'll still be friends You will not see this hurt I'm striving to mend In the days to come I'll pick up the pieces and begin anew You're beautiful, but I'm free now, Free o

So Close by waltzonVenus, literature

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So Close

I've come so close to telling you everything. In those few moments where I think 'Who cares if you say "I'm sorry, but I don't feel the same." Or even if I make a complete idiot out of myself.' That kind of hurt has to be less painful than the burden of carrying this secret around. This awful secret infatuation that I can't give up or act upon because I've had it wrapped around my heart for so long...like a favorite blanket. And every time I try to cast it off, I feel it's absence. I miss it to much. I actually miss it. But I have come so close to telling you everything. Consequence be damned! It can't be any worse than this slow

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United States
Deviant for 19 years
She / Her

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Favourite genre of music: INDEPENDENT LABELS
Favourite style of art: Pop art, abstract, street photography
MP3 player of choice: iPod 30 G. I love it. Don't judge me.
Wallpaper of choice: Something I probably ffffound
Personal Quote: What you do speaks so loudly that I cannot hear what you say. --Ralph Waldo Emerson.

Favourite Visual Artist

Cornelia, Vermeer, Monet, Hagan, Pollack, Warhol, Jacobs, Adams

Favourite Movies

Garden State, Juno, Almost Famous, Desperately Seeking Susan

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Bright Eyes, Led Zeppelin, the Doors, The Shins, Kimya Dawson, We Are Scientists, Katy Perry,

Favourite Games

Guitar Hero (I'm a legend in my mind)

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waltzonVenus

Oct 12, 2008

Devious Journal Entry

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Hey. I got access to a scanner. So bask in the glory that is Polaroid instant film while you can. Soon it will be gone. I was so bored today that I made a fort in my dorm room with my wall tapestry. When that fell down (as homemade forts are prone to do) I came to the library and updated my page. Now I've run out of things to do with myself.

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Oct 1, 2008

No time to update journal..

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Jul 15, 2008

Projects..?

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Summer, summer, summer. All work and very little play so far. I have 5 weeks to make up for that. I'm not really cranking anything out. I have, however, discovered the joy of spontaneous pcitures taken with a cell phone. I plan on working on that some more. It may not be the highest quality project out there but, neither was a series of Thai trannies taken with an instant polaroid camera and look where that guy is now..... I can't remember his name so maybe that is forshadowing my little doomed ideas. But I don't know. We'll see how it goes. I am myspaceing it up like crazy right now, too. I constantly forget the wodnerful world of cyber ne